76 Days

This is my second day of posting, and I am already beyond nervous as to the outcome of publically saving my thoughts and feelings. I had mentioned it Kelly and a few moments later he asked me to text him the URL. I have nothing to hide from him, so to prove that fact I willingly gave it to him. I realized everything would be just fine when I recieved a text an hour later, simply stating "I just don't like coloring Easter eggs, okay?" I smiled with relief. Darling, if you are in fact continuing to read these, please do not be upset by my word choice or my choice in topic. Also, please remember that I love you immensly. ♥

He and I have an anniversary coming up; we will have been dating for fifteen fantastic months on the 30th. I'll admit that in hindsight, it's a little silly to celebrate an anniversary every month. I like to make a fuss about it, as we have but two more anniversaries left where we will for certain physically be together. I'm thinking we will go and get fries at my favorite little diner chain and maybe rent a movie or go see one in theaters. This month's anniversary falls on a Saturday and that means we will be able to spend most of the day together. Previous months have fallen on weekdays and that's never fun because they're 'school nights'. Our last month-anniversary while in high school and it falls on a Saturday. This seems to be working out very well.

I would have these last three anniversaries with him, but he will be in Illinois visiting his family at the end of May and I don't fly out to join him until June 11th. I'm not worried about things not totally going the way I planned, however. I might be able to convince him to go to the movies with me before he leaves to 'celebrate'.

Day 76 With My Army Man:

It's 7:56 in the morning and it is just another typical day as high school seniors: we show up to school late, leave before everyone else, go home to spend time together, and seperate for the evening around 5 so we can be home for dinner on time.  Our days seem very free and easy, and they very much are. I adore showing up ten minutes late to my first hour classes and my teachers choosing to not count me tardy because I am both a good student and a senior. But at the same time, we both have our futures looming overhead and that tends to put a damper on the "easy" frame of mind we should have as high school seniors without a strict agenda in school.

Today Kelly has to go by the local recruiting station to take some online tests because both his home computer and my laptop won't allow him to complete the tests. From my understanding of the tests he does on a bi-monthly basis, he'll be gone for an hour or two.

For now I shall sit in my first hour class watching Netflix on the computer in front of me, as I have finished all the assigned classwork for the semester a month and a half early. What a life(: