I'm more than confused as to where my relationship really stands with Kelly. It seems like once I think I have it figured out and that he and I are on the smae page, I get word that it's the exact opposite of whatever I think it to be.
--On June 10th, the day before flying out to Illinois, I got a text from Kelly saying that he and I are splitting up when he goes to basic.
--On July 21st, I got a letter about how he wants to get married so we can be together again, as marraige is what it takes in the military to make a relationship...work.
--On August 4th, he writes a letter asking about what kind of engagement ring I'd like. In that same letter, he says "So while I'm here make sure you do all you want to do with whomever. Remember we are split now, but I'd like to get back ASAP when I'm done here. If you find someone else then that's the way it is, but just make sure you want me 100%..."
What thee hell? 'Lets get marred as soon as we can, but in the meantime you can go screw whomever and I won't think twice about it.' I am so very confused as to what is okay. For the record, there is no one else nor do I want anyone for the meantime. I just... never seem to know where he and I stand. I thought we were back together when this whole engagement thing came up, and apparantly we're not...
I can't wrap my head anything anymore. Just as soon as I "have" a grasp on the situation at hand, I learn that I am completely wrong.
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