My First Car

So today, I got my first car.  It is a red, 2000 Pontiac Grand Am and I love it!  I couldn't be more excited to put up by Army bumper sticker and my Army decal.  I also have my LHS graduation tassle hanging from my rearview mirror along with the necklace of Kelly's that I bought him in Estes Park.

I really wish Kelly was here to enjoy this experience with me.  This is my first car and I have only had my license for, oh, let's say three weeks. I had to run many errands today and I couldn't help but wish Kel was the man in the passenger seat as opposed to my father.  I love him and I miss him more than ever. Yesterday, I got a letter which informed me that he has received all of my letters. It's extremely thrilling for me that he now knows of the events in my life for the past month.  Yes, it has been a month. Today, I received three letters.  To thinking back on the letters I received today, the most prominent facts are as follows:

-we are not currently engaged, but he will be proposing when he sees me next (: So that means...
-after the 36 hours leave, we will officially only be engaged!
-he's extremely proud of me for getting my license
-he enjoyed all the pictures I sent him
But most importantly. . .
-he has regained the sense of drive to complete OSUT

As of today,I have a 43 days left flying solo; 43 days too long to give us the.  Kelly seems more than the excited to see the next.  He's having all these wild food cravings and I know he can only be craving something else. . .  (; I miss absolutely everything about him, even the way we used to argue.  I would give absolutely anything to just happened that.  Even if all we did this argue and fight over the pettiest things in life, at least I'd be arguing with him.